*1* Intro

Hello, my name is Shoug and this is my blog:)

About everything i went through during my last years of highschool up until now. I feel like it's alot,it may be alot to me and less or more to others. and i do wish to get some things i have never told anyone off my chest. It may make everything more clear to me when iwrite it down, and see other people's views on this.

I learned alot of lessons, you can't imagine how much i've learned and i changed, i'm not a different person i just know more. and i do not regret anything i did.

I don't think i'm a good writer, and the way i write may be boring, and i'm not really good with words. But i just wanna write this down and get some things off my chest, and hope to get myself some readers and get some comments on their views, and how i can improve my writing and weather they think it's good or not

Well, here it goes.

It was usually just me and Summer who hung out on the weekends and holidays. We had other friends in and out of school, but we never bother telling them to join us or when we do, they happen to be busy or have other plans, so most of the time it was just the two of us.

Summer is my best friend. She's the kind of person who talks alot, and fast. She's a very social and jollie person, and her presence makes a big difference. We depend on each other on lots of things, but i think i depend more on her. She's the type of person who is able to strike random conversations with random strangers which leads her to making friends very very easily. The type who throws parties every other month and invites everyone, even if she hasn't seen or talked to them for ages, and for that people love and apreciate her. She's polite and has her standards and morals.

Me on the other hand, is a very quiet person. i don't talk alot even though i have a problem i just say whats wrong but never brag and complain. I find it difficult to start conversations. I have lots of friends and know lots of people, but i don't talk to them alot. You can say that we are total opposites. We get on each others nerves so badly sometimes, but yet i love her to death.

Were very close and we know every bit about each others lives. I see her everyday and she's the type of person who can come over even though i'm not home. We were almosts sisters, and ifI asked my mom if i can do anything once I tell her i'm with Summer, thats an automatic Yes.

I was young and naive, and diddn't have any experience with boys, maybe I was scared... But that diddn't last long.